平凡的家庭對我來說,真的如此遙不可及嗎?
搬屋啦~~~~~~~好多野汁呀=v="
唉唉~新屋都幾好geXD
人地裝潢得幾令~不過間房好細@_@算啦~鬼叫bug.少咩....
北角層樓出年收購就好啦~哈哈,,賺成兩粒...普通人搵幾十年先有....算係咁啦~
最近我想拍拖了!.!"見到個同事勁樣衰..拍左拖之後個樣都令左....~我有時就算同朋友出去玩...都覺得心靈上有d空虛ge感覺。見到d couple感覺咁好,自己都想有番個...可惜咁耐e尼都撞唔到兩情相悅ge人..有d人鍾意我,,,不我唔鍾意佢地..都冇計
maybe係好奇心作怪la=v="
有時會諗,,都與左frist love係冇可能會長久....點解唔try下呢?但我又想讀掂曬d書先...or上左大學先~.~"
好果開始左.....有起事上尼都好effective bor=.="
哈哈...都係keep fit先....瘦番2圈仲唔有大把chance@v@"
12/6/2009 13:37:24 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 我從沒有拍過拖的
12/6/2009 13:38:02 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) oic,,
12/6/2009 13:38:40 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 「今日比個中東鬼佬跟..嚇死我」←非常有趣
12/6/2009 13:38:55 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 妳定是太美了
12/6/2009 13:38:59 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) =口="
12/6/2009 13:39:18 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 那個人像看到仙女般
12/6/2009 13:39:20 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 今日放工...我去買gift比媽咪
12/6/2009 13:39:36 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 行行下..見到條友係咁望住我
12/6/2009 13:39:43 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 所以才跟著妳
12/6/2009 13:39:52 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我停佢又停=,=
12/6/2009 13:40:05 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 好在多人...我行得快
12/6/2009 13:40:11 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 佢唔見左
12/6/2009 13:41:46 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 妳還記得我們有多久沒聯絡嗎?
12/6/2009 13:42:55 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) half year?
12/6/2009 13:43:00 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我唔記得lu
12/6/2009 13:43:05 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 好似好耐下
12/6/2009 13:43:37 小方方(御宅人) 傳送檔案 gigi92716261784192.xml
12/6/2009 13:43:53 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 看看吧
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12/6/2009 14:01:32 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 這之後我很想在七月十六日跟妳說生日快樂的?
12/6/2009 14:01:55 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 哦~.~
12/6/2009 14:02:45 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 其實我很開心妳還記得有我這個人存在
12/6/2009 14:02:51 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 點解又會唔見左你呢
12/6/2009 14:03:12 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) haha..當然記得你~你淺我好好^^
12/6/2009 14:03:14 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 對
12/6/2009 14:04:38 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 因為沒有續約
12/6/2009 14:04:49 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 電腦?
12/6/2009 14:04:53 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) =0="
12/6/2009 14:05:18 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 家人說網上太多騙子和不法之徒
12/6/2009 14:05:48 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 點解會咁講?
12/6/2009 14:06:00 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 唔係因為我牙ma=v=
12/6/2009 14:06:00 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 借這次機會給我成長
12/6/2009 14:06:10 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 當然不是
12/6/2009 14:06:19 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 你比人x左@.@?
12/6/2009 14:06:31 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 我在巨高常常被人騙錢
12/6/2009 14:06:50 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 下
12/6/2009 14:07:01 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) d女仔騙錢?
12/6/2009 14:07:29 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 男女都有
12/6/2009 14:07:49 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) oic
12/6/2009 14:07:58 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 咁你e家幾大?
12/6/2009 14:08:32 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 20?
12/6/2009 14:09:38 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 都唔理人ge=,=" 我要出街啦... bye
12/6/2009 14:15:29 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 從今開始,妳會成為我生命中的唯一女生
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12/6/2009 19:50:29 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 妳逛街完畢了嗎?
12/6/2009 19:50:58 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) yea~行左好耐..都冇坐過咁濟
12/6/2009 19:51:59 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 同男朋友逛街呢
12/6/2009 19:52:34 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) no~.~同女仔fd去行街..之後去左跳舞
12/6/2009 19:53:27 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 還跳舞,那一定很累吧
12/6/2009 19:53:48 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 哈..腳痛
12/6/2009 19:56:44 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 懂得跳舞的女生都是很漂亮的!
12/6/2009 19:58:09 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我去學ga喳... 唔好咁讚我la/.\
12/6/2009 19:59:40 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 不管怎樣妳在我眼中都是最美的
12/6/2009 19:59:53 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 但你未見過我...
12/6/2009 20:00:57 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 都說不管怎樣
12/6/2009 20:01:27 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 我相信我當初對妳的情是真的
12/6/2009 20:02:05 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 你喜歡我d咩?我冇咩可以比到你...
12/6/2009 20:02:39 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 給我一隻松鼠狗吧^^
12/6/2009 20:02:49 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] ↑
12/6/2009 20:02:55 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 說笑
12/6/2009 20:03:08 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 只要妳幸福開心就可以了
12/6/2009 20:03:20 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 我甚6都不需要
12/6/2009 20:03:28 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 我甚麼都不需要
12/6/2009 20:03:34 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 但我唔明我有咩值得你鍾意
12/6/2009 20:04:38 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 不需要理由
12/6/2009 20:06:36 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 只係感覺?
12/6/2009 20:09:08 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 只是感覺的話早在我失去上網時那就不記起曾有個人叫X姿了
12/6/2009 20:10:20 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) oic
12/6/2009 20:10:22 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 所以很難解釋
12/6/2009 20:10:28 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 嗯...
12/6/2009 20:16:13 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 話說回頭
12/6/2009 20:16:52 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 妳說可以說有談戀愛又可以說沒有談戀愛是何解
12/6/2009 20:17:46 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 等..hang左機
12/6/2009 20:18:01 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] ok
12/6/2009 20:19:32 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) em...最近有個外國人追緊我...我對佢有好感,,但唔係like佢,,,不過佢成日打比我,,同我msn等等...佢成日話想date我=,=咁lor 我都唔知
12/6/2009 20:19:39 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我食反先
12/6/2009 20:20:32 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 原來如此
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13/6/2009 17:21:26 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 忙碌的姿姿
13/6/2009 17:28:01 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) hi
14/6/2009 11:54:49 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] hello~姿姿
14/6/2009 11:56:08 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) helloe
14/6/2009 11:56:30 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 星期天
14/6/2009 11:56:41 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 係牙
14/6/2009 11:56:58 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 應該找個鬼佬約會
14/6/2009 11:57:29 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) =.= 佢想約,,不過我推左
14/6/2009 11:58:21 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 機會不是常常有,要珍惜
14/6/2009 11:59:09 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 佢唔係我杯tea
14/6/2009 11:59:19 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 哦......
14/6/2009 12:00:11 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 那怎樣的茶才是妳杯茶?
14/6/2009 12:01:31 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 精神年齡要同我差唔多,,照顧到我對我好就ok
14/6/2009 12:02:30 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 那這麼簡單那鬼佬也應該有吧
14/6/2009 12:02:56 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 講就easy..做就難
14/6/2009 12:03:18 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 噢......
14/6/2009 12:03:46 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 對妳好這些都好空泛呢
14/6/2009 12:04:06 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 怎樣才叫對妳好呢
14/6/2009 12:04:15 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 哈哈都係要自己感覺
14/6/2009 12:04:46 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我ge exp好少..so我都唔知
14/6/2009 12:05:08 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 妳經驗少嗎?
14/6/2009 12:05:14 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 不會吧
14/6/2009 12:05:36 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 點解你會覺得我exp多呢?
14/6/2009 12:06:17 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 因為中東佬
14/6/2009 12:06:32 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 下
14/6/2009 12:06:40 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 連中東佬都......就知
14/6/2009 12:06:55 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 追求妳的應該多的是
14/6/2009 12:07:39 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 當中定必有些完全達標
14/6/2009 12:07:40 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我諗中東佬可能覺得面善
14/6/2009 12:09:31 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我唔覺得自己係令女ga
14/6/2009 12:10:13 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 別人眼中的自己才是真實
14/6/2009 12:10:57 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) ... 豬排都多人追ga
14/6/2009 12:12:16 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 「美」對不同人有不同定義!
14/6/2009 12:12:52 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 係ge...
14/6/2009 12:23:52 小方方(御宅人) Daphne~*] 那妳談過多少次戀愛?
14/6/2009 12:24:13 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 好少=.=
14/6/2009 12:25:01 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 我off啦..食反
14/6/2009 12:25:04 Daphne~*] 小方方(御宅人) 88
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last果段激死我,.....頂..你係咪玩我?
"Oh, we have weapons." He flashed his bright teeth in a brief,
threatening smile. I fought back a shiver before it could expose me.
"Just not the kind they consider when writing hunting laws. If you've
ever seen a bear attack on television, you should be able to visualize
Emmett hunting."
I couldn't stop the next shiver that flashed down my spine. I peeked
across the cafeteria toward Emmett, grateful that he wasn't looking my
way. The thick bands of muscle that wrapped his arms and torso were
somehow even more menacing now.
Edward followed my gaze and chuckled. I stared at him, unnerved.
"Are you like a bear, too?" I asked in a low voice.
"More like the lion, or so they tell me," he said lightly. "Perhaps our
preferences are indicative."
I tried to smile. "Perhaps," I repeated. But my mind was filled with
opposing images that I couldn't merge together. "Is that something I
might get to see?"
"Absolutely not!" His face turned even whiter than usual, and his eyes
were suddenly furious. I leaned back, stunned and ¡ª though I'd never
admit it to him ¡ª frightened by his reaction. He leaned back as well,
folding his arms across his chest.
"Too scary for me?" I asked when I could control my voice again.
"If that were it, I would take you out tonight," he said, his voice
cutting. "You need a healthy dose of fear. Nothing could be more
beneficial for you."
"Then why?" I pressed, trying to ignore his angry expression.
He glared at me for a long minute.
"Later," he finally said. He was on his feet in one lithe movement.
"We're going to be late."
I glanced around, startled to see that he was right and the cafeteria was
nearly vacant. When I was with him, the time and the place were such a
muddled blur that I completely lost track of both. I jumped up, grabbing
my bag from the back of my chair.
"Later, then," I agreed. I wouldn't forget.
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11. COMPLICATIONS
Everyone watched us as we walked together to our lab table. I noticed
that he no longer angled the chair to sit as far from me as the desk
would allow. Instead, he sat quite close beside me, our arms almost
touching.
Mr. Banner backed into the room then ¡ª what superb timing the man had ¡ª
pulling a tall metal frame on wheels that held a heavy-looking, outdated
TV and VCR. A movie day ¡ª the lift in the class atmosphere was almost
tangible.
Mr. Banner shoved the tape into the reluctant VCR and walked to the wall
to turn off the lights.
And then, as the room went black, I was suddenly hyperaware that Edward
was sitting less than an inch from me. I was stunned by the unexpected
electricity that flowed through me, amazed that it was possible to be
more aware of him than I already was. A crazy impulse to reach over and
touch him, to stroke his perfect face just once in the darkness, nearly
overwhelmed me. I crossed my arms tightly across my chest, my hands
balling into fists. I was losing my mind.
The opening credits began, lighting the room by a token amount. My eyes,
of their own accord, flickered to him. I smiled sheepishly as I realized
his posture was identical to mine, fists clenched under his arms, right
down to the eyes, peering sideways at me. He grinned back, his eyes
somehow managing to smolder, even in the dark. I looked away before I
could start hyperventilating. It was absolutely ridiculous that I should
feel dizzy.
The hour seemed very long. I couldn't concentrate on the movie ¡ª I didn't
even know what subject it was on. I tried unsuccessfully to relax, but
the electric current that seemed to be originating from somewhere in his
body never slackened. Occasionally I would permit myself a quick glance
in his direction, but he never seemed to relax, either. The overpowering
craving to touch him also refused to fade, and I crushed my fists safely
against my ribs until my fingers were aching with the effort.
I breathed a sigh of relief when Mr. Banner flicked the lights back on at
the end of class, and stretched my arms out in front of me, flexing my
stiff fingers. Edward chuckled beside me.
"Well, that was interesting," he murmured. His voice was dark and his
eyes were cautious.
"Umm," was all I was able to respond.
"Shall we?" he asked, rising fluidly.
I almost groaned. Time for Gym. I stood with care, worried my balance
might have been affected by the strange new intensity between us.
He walked me to my next class in silence and paused at the door; I turned
to say goodbye. His face startled me ¡ª his expression was torn, almost
pained, and so fiercely beautiful that the ache to touch him flared as
strong as before. My goodbye stuck in my throat.
He raised his hand, hesitant, conflict raging in his eyes, and then
swiftly brushed the length of my cheekbone with his fingertips. His skin
was as icy as ever, but the trail his fingers left on my skin was
alarmingly warm ¡ª like I'd been burned, but didn't feel the pain of it
yet.
He turned without a word and strode quickly away from me.
I walked into the gym, lightheaded and wobbly. I drifted to the locker
room, changing in a trancelike state, only vaguely aware that there were
other people surrounding me. Reality didn't fully set in until I was
handed a racket. It wasn't heavy, yet it felt very unsafe in my hand. I
could see a few of the other kids in class eyeing me furtively. Coach
Clapp ordered us to pair up into teams.
Mercifully, some vestiges of Mike's chivalry still survived; he came to
stand beside me.
"Do you want to be a team?"
"Thanks, Mike ¡ª you don't have to do this, you know." I grimaced
apologetically.
"Don't worry, I'll keep out of your way." He grinned. Sometimes it was so
easy to like Mike.
It didn't go smoothly. I somehow managed to hit myself in the head with
my racket and clip Mike's shoulder on the same swing. I spent the rest of
the hour in the back corner of the court, the racket held safely behind
my back. Despite being handicapped by me, Mike was pretty good; he won
three games out of four singlehandedly. He gave me an unearned high five
when the coach finally blew the whistle ending class.
"So," he said as we walked off the court.
"So what?"
"You and Cullen, huh?" he asked, his tone rebellious. My previous feeling
of affection disappeared.
"That's none of your business, Mike," I warned, internally cursing
Jessica straight to the fiery pits of Hades.
"I don't like it," he muttered anyway.
"You don't have to," I snapped.
"He looks at you like¡ like you're something to eat," he continued,
ignoring me.
I choked back the hysteria that threatened to explode, but a small giggle
managed to get out despite my efforts. He glowered at me. I waved and
fled to the locker room.
I dressed quickly, something stronger than butterflies battering
recklessly against the walls of my stomach, my argument with Mike already
a distant memory. I was wondering if Edward would be waiting, or if I
should meet him at his car. What if his family was there? I felt a wave
of real terror. Did they know that I knew? Was I supposed to know that
they knew that I knew, or not?
By the time I walked out of the gym, I had just about decided to walk
straight home without even looking toward the parking lot. But my worries
were unnecessary. Edward was waiting, leaning casually against the side
of the gym, his breathtaking face untroubled now. As I walked to his
side, I felt a peculiar sense of release.
"Hi," I breathed, smiling hugely.
"Hello." His answering smile was brilliant. "How was Gym?"
My face fell a tiny bit. "Fine," I lied.
"Really?" He was unconvinced. His eyes shifted their focus slightly,
looking over my shoulder and narrowing. I glanced behind me to see Mike's
back as he walked away.
"What?" I demanded.
His eyes slid back to mine, still tight. "Newton's getting on my nerves."
"You weren't listening again?" I was horror-struck. All traces of my
sudden good humor vanished.
"How's your head?" he asked innocently.
"You're unbelievable!" I turned, stomping away in the general direction
of the parking lot, though I hadn't ruled out walking at this point.
He kept up with me easily.
"You were the one who mentioned how I'd never seen you in Gym ¡ª it made
me curious." He didn't sound repentant, so I ignored him.
We walked in silence ¡ª a furious, embarrassed silence on my part ¡ª to his
car. But I had to stop a few steps away ¡ª a crowd of people, all boys,
were surrounding it.
Then I realized they weren't surrounding the Volvo, they were actually
circled around Rosalie's red convertible, unmistakable lust in their
eyes. None of them even looked up as Edward slid between them to open his
door. I climbed quickly in the passenger side, also unnoticed.
"Ostentatious," he muttered.
"What kind of car is that?" I asked.
"An M3."
"I don't speak Car and Driver."
"It's a BMW." He rolled his eyes, not looking at me, trying to back out
without running over the car enthusiasts.
I nodded ¡ª I'd heard of that one.
"Are you still angry?" he asked as he carefully maneuvered his way out.
"Definitely."
He sighed. "Will you forgive me if I apologize?"
"Maybe¡ if you mean it. And if you promise not to do it again," I
insisted.
His eyes were suddenly shrewd. "How about if I mean it, and I agree to
let you drive Saturday?" he countered my conditions.
I considered, and decided it was probably the best offer I would get.
"Deal," I agreed.
"Then I'm very sorry I upset you." His eyes burned with sincerity for a
protracted moment ¡ª playing havoc with the rhythm of my heart ¡ª and then
turned playful. "And I'll be on your doorstep bright and early Saturday
morning."
"Um, it doesn't help with the Charlie situation if an unexplained Volvo
is left in the driveway."
His smile was condescending now. "I wasn't intending to bring a car."
"How ¡ª"
He cut me off. "Don't worry about it. I'll be there, no car."
I let it go. I had a more pressing question.
"Is it later yet?" I asked significantly.
He frowned. "I supposed it is later."
I kept my expression polite as I waited.
He stopped the car. I looked up, surprised ¡ª of course we were already at
Charlie's house, parked behind the truck. It was easier to ride with him
if I only looked when it was over. When I looked back at him, he was
staring at me, measuring with his eyes.
"And you still want to know why you can't see me hunt?" He seemed solemn,
but I thought I saw a trace of humor deep in his eyes.
"Well," I clarified, "I was mostly wondering about your reaction."
"Did I frighten you?" Yes, there was definitely humor there.
"No," I lied. He didn't buy it.
"I apologize for scaring you," he persisted with a slight smile, but then
all evidence of teasing disappeared. "It was just the very thought of you
being there¡ while we hunted." His jaw tightened.
"That would be bad?"
He spoke from between clenched teeth. "Extremely."
"Because¡ ?"
He took a deep breath and stared through the windshield at the thick,
rolling clouds that seemed to press down, almost within reach.
"When we hunt," he spoke slowly, unwillingly, "we give ourselves over to
our senses¡ govern less with our minds. Especially our sense of smell. If
you were anywhere near me when I lost control that way¡" He shook his
head, still gazing morosely at the heavy clouds.
I kept my expression firmly under control, expecting the swift flash of
his eyes to judge my reaction that soon followed. My face gave nothing
away.
But our eyes held, and the silence deepened ¡ª and changed. Flickers of
the electricity I'd felt this afternoon began to charge the atmosphere as
he gazed unrelentingly into my eyes. It wasn't until my head started to
swim that I realized I wasn't breathing. When I drew in a jagged breath,
breaking the stillness, he closed his eyes.
"Bella, I think you should go inside now." His low voice was rough, his
eyes on the clouds again.
I opened the door, and the arctic draft that burst into the car helped
clear my head. Afraid I might stumble in my woozy state, I stepped
carefully out of the car and shut the door behind me without looking
back. The whir of the automatic window unrolling made me turn.
"Oh, Bella?" he called after me, his voice more even. He leaned toward
the open window with a faint smile on his lips.
"Yes?"
"Tomorrow it's my turn."
"Your turn to what?"
He smiled wider, flashing his gleaming teeth. "Ask the questions."
And then he was gone, the car speeding down the street and disappearing
around the corner before I could even collect my thoughts. I smiled as I
walked to the house. It was clear he was planning to see me tomorrow, if
nothing else.
That night Edward starred in my dreams, as usual. However, the climate of
my unconsciousness had changed. It thrilled with the same electricity
that had charged the afternoon, and I tossed and turned restlessly,
waking often. It was only in the early hours of the morning that I
finally sank into an exhausted, dreamless sleep.
When I woke I was still tired, but edgy as well. I pulled on my brown
turtleneck and the inescapable jeans, sighing as I daydreamed of
spaghetti straps and shorts. Breakfast was the usual, quiet event I
expected. Charlie fried eggs for himself; I had my bowl of cereal. I
wondered if he had forgotten about this Saturday. He answered my unspoken
question as he stood up to take his plate to the sink.
"About this Saturday¡" he began, walking across the kitchen and turning
on the faucet.
I cringed. "Yes, Dad?"
"Are you still set on going to Seattle?" he asked.
"That was the plan." I grimaced, wishing he hadn't brought it up so I
wouldn't have to compose careful half-truths.
He squeezed some dish soap onto his plate and swirled it around with the
brush. "And you're sure you can't make it back in time for the dance?"
"I'm not going to the dance, Dad." I glared.
"Didn't anyone ask you?" he asked, trying to hide his concern by focusing
on rinsing the plate.
I sidestepped the minefield. "It's a girl's choice."
"Oh." He frowned as he dried his plate.
I sympathized with him. It must be a hard thing, to be a father; living
in fear that your daughter would meet a boy she liked, but also having to
worry if she didn't. How ghastly it would be, I thought, shuddering, if
Charlie had even the slightest inkling of exactly what I did like.
Charlie left then, with a goodbye wave, and I went upstairs to brush my
teeth and gather my books. When I heard the cruiser pull away, I could
only wait a few seconds before I had to peek out of my window. The silver
car was already there, waiting in Charlie's spot on the driveway. I
bounded down the stairs and out the front door, wondering how long this
bizarre routine would continue. I never wanted it to end.
He waited in the car, not appearing to watch as I shut the door behind me
without bothering to lock the dead-bolt. I walked to the car, pausing
shyly before opening the door and stepping in. He was smiling, relaxed ¡ª
and, as usual, perfect and beautiful to an excruciating degree.
"Good morning." His voice was silky. "How are you today?" His eyes roamed
over my face, as if his question was something more than simple courtesy.
"Good, thank you." I was always good ¡ª much more than good ¡ª when I was
near him.
His gaze lingered on the circles under my eyes. "You look tired."
"I couldn't sleep," I confessed, automatically swinging my hair around my
shoulder to provide some measure of cover.
"Neither could I," he teased as he started the engine. I was becoming
used to the quiet purr. I was sure the roar of my truck would scare me,
whenever I got to drive it again.
I laughed. "I guess that's right. I suppose I slept just a little bit
more than you did."
"I'd wager you did."
"So what did you do last night?" I asked.
He chuckled. "Not a chance. It's my day to ask questions."
"Oh, that's right. What do you want to know?" My forehead creased. I
couldn't imagine anything about me that could be in any way interesting
to him.
"What's your favorite color?" he asked, his face grave.
I rolled my eyes. "It changes from day to day."
"What's your favorite color today?" He was still solemn.
"Probably brown." I tended to dress according to my mood.
He snorted, dropping his serious expression. "Brown?" he asked
skeptically.
"Sure. Brown is warm. I miss brown. Everything that's supposed to be
brown ¡ª tree trunks, rocks, dirt ¡ª is all covered up with squashy green
stuff here," I complained.
He seemed fascinated by my little rant. He considered for a moment,
staring into my eyes.
"You're right," he decided, serious again. "Brown is warm." He reached
over, swiftly, but somehow still hesitantly, to sweep my hair back behind
發佈者: Daphne 於 下午10:12
琴日我係MTR到見到個外國型男......我掛住望佢搞到差d唔記得落車=v="樣衰...
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今日本來好開心出發...但到左3點幾...媽咪suddenly咁打電話比我....逼我番去...係lay個時候比佢聽到男仔講野...佢先知有男仔.....就算轉地訪訓佢都唔比...因為有男仔
但佢地都係我識左4年ge好朋友lor....媽咪驚佢地唔知搞乜...怕我有事...但我相信佢地一定唔會對我點lor...我從未try過喊得咁西利.....佢今日真係好打擊我!!我覺得佢擔心係冇錯....但有d過份lo....佢完全唔覺得咁樣強逼人番尼有問題...佢反而覺得係一種保護我ge方法.....我諗如果佢生係同我一樣ge環境下....佢一定唔會覺得男女一齊去camp有問題
番到屋企之後我都喊左好耐.....一唁同佢嘈一路喊....最後都係雞同鴨講.....
今日我真係好唔開心....
p.s.佢叫我反問alice如果佢father知道個女同班唔知咩人一齊去camp又有男仔會唔會擔心佢而唔比佢去camp wo.....
勁唔開心....好唔開心....如果問我成世人最唔開心ge事..我諗第1係冇爸爸...第2就係lay一次唔完整ge camp...
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8'(不得不提)番緊home...係雞蛋花樹下比人撩=.="有個外國人係我一路行一路望住我...我都唔望佢啦..點知佢都係要撩我=3="佢用左好生硬ge中文講"hi 靚女. 你好"嚇死我...我feel到佢d目光仲跟住我...即刻行快兩步先=.="""
有d野我覺得不吐不快....
to matthew
其實係picnic day放學番到學校果時我想搵你影相....點知你好冷淡咁話等陣先...之後仲冇左lay回事tim=.="sports day都係咁..唉/.\到左last day...你冇搵過我影相...其實咁樣令我覺得好受傷...話曬大家都4年同班加老友牙~>.<~唉唉!我覺得你都唔care我地ge友情ge-3-...hurt...
其實果晚打邊爐.我知你係想叫我幫手揸機影你同燒雞ge合照....不過我諗佢聽錯左,以為係叫佢幫我地2個影...搞到我好無奈=口="
以後都唔知我地仲有冇機會再次同班...~T_T~
睇完唔好介意...=v="我只係伸下...
發佈者: Daphne 於 下午11:43
話咁快中五ge學校生涯閃下眼就過左lu....真係好唔捨得!5E ge每一位同學,都會深深咁印係我ge腦海!我唔會忘記lay半年ge日子!同到大家一齊上f.5真係好開心^^我覺得自己好好彩識到大家~"感想係一言兩語入面係講唔曬!haha
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不過點都好!為左可以同f.5E ge同學再次聚頭!我一定要考好CE!!
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琴晚同左grace,sara,apple,bee,牙周,TW仲有肥雞出左去維園玩~~行左冇耐,,grace同sara同我地失散左~於是我地就自己行啦~~
玩都好開心呀!!死人牙周...買左個公仔...係咁打人地個頭...不過我都唔湃書...打番佢頭n次+ petpet..呵呵~~琴晚坐電車去左灣仔碼頭...去到時已成點幾了~close左/.\,,,之後我都行左一個大circle搵mtr station...攰到我同apple "唉"住尼訓/.\好唔comfortable...我諗係身高有差異...
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一篇女孩看了會哭、男孩看了會沉默的文章!
一篇女孩看了會哭、男孩看了會沉默的文章!
有那麼一對情侶.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶爾時不時出些壞點子耍耍男孩.男孩很聰明,也很懂事,最主要的一點.幽默感很強.總能在2個人相處中找到可以逗女孩發笑的方式.女孩很喜歡男孩這種樂天派的心情.
他們一直相處不錯,女孩對男孩的感覺,淡淡的,說男孩象自己的親人.
男孩對女孩愛甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每當吵架的時候,男孩都會說是自己不好,自己的錯.即使有時候真的不怪他的時候,他也這麼說.他不想讓女孩生氣.
就這樣過了5年,男孩仍然非常愛女孩,象當初一樣.
有一個周末,女孩出門辦事,男孩本來打算去找女孩,但是一聽說她有事,就打消了這個念頭.他在家裡呆了一天,他沒有聯系女孩,他覺得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打擾他.
誰知女孩在忙的時候,還想著男孩,可是一天沒有接到男孩的消息,她很生氣.晚上回家後,發了條信息給男孩,話說得很重.甚至提到了分手.當時是晚上12點.
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手機,連續打了3次,都給掛斷了.打家裡電話沒人接,猜想是女孩把電話線拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出門了,他要去女孩家.當時是12點25.
女孩在12點40的時候又接到了男孩的電話,從手機打來的,她又給掛斷了.
一夜無話.男孩沒有再給女孩打電話.
第2天,女孩接到男孩母親的電話,電話那邊聲淚俱下.男孩昨晚出了車禍.警方說是車速過快導致刹車不急,撞到了一輛壞在半路的大貨車.救護車到的時候,人已經不行了.
女孩心痛到哭不出來,可是再後悔也沒有用了.她只能從點滴的回憶中來懷念男孩帶給她的歡樂和幸福.
女孩強忍悲痛來到了事故車停車場,她想看看男孩呆過的最後的地方.車已經撞得完全不成樣子.方向盤上,儀表盤上,還沾有男孩的血跡.
男孩的母親把男孩當時身上的遺物給了女孩,錢包,手表,還有那部沾滿了男孩鮮血的手機.女孩翻開錢包,裡面有她的照片,血漬浸透了大半張.
當女孩拿起男孩的手表的時候,赫然發現,手表的指針停在12點35分附近.
女孩瞬間明白了,男孩在出事後還用最後一絲力氣給她打電話,而她自己卻因為還在堵氣沒有接.男孩再也沒有力氣去撥第2遍電話了,他帶著對女孩的無限眷戀和內疚走了.
女孩永遠不知道,男孩想和她說的最後一句話是什麼.女孩也明白,不會再有人會比這個男孩,更愛她了!
愛上一個人的7個預兆
1.當你正在忙時,卻把手機開著,等著她/他的短信..你已經愛上她/他了
2.如果你喜歡和她/他兩個人單獨漫步..你已經愛上她/他了
3.當你和她/他在一起時,你會假裝不注意他,但是當她離/他開你的視線時,你會急著尋找她/他...你已經愛上她了
4.當她/他受傷或生病時,你會很關心她,替她/他著急..你已經愛上他了
5.當她/他和別人要好時,你會感到吃不知其味...你已經愛上她了
6.當你看到她/他那甜美的笑時,你的嘴角會揚起一絲得意的笑..你已經愛上她/他了........................................
7.當你看到這篇文章時,心裡想到某個人
個故仔真係好感人...所以話珍惜眼前人就係咁解...冇人會知道聽日會發生咩事!世事無常...我覺得惜福真係好緊要~睇完之後..我覺得我應要珍惜每位家人同朋友...什至係我d魚魚!大家能夠係埋一齊...係一種好大ge緣份!
I sighed. We were slowing, passing into the boundaries of Forks. It had
taken less than twenty minutes.
"Will I see you tomorrow?" I demanded.
"Yes í¬ I have a paper due, too." He smiled. "I'll save you a seat at
lunch."
It was silly, after everything we'd been through tonight, how that little
promise sent flutters through my stomach, and made me unable to speak.
We were in front of Charlie's house. The lights were on, my truck in its
place, everything utterly normal. It was like waking from a dream. He
stopped the car, but I didn't move.
"Do you promise to be there tomorrow?"
"I promise."
I considered that for a moment, then nodded. I pulled his jacket off,
taking one last whiff.
"You can keep it í¬ you don't have a jacket for tomorrow," he reminded me.
I handed it back to him. "I don't want to have to explain to Charlie."
"Oh, right." He grinned.
I hesitated, my hand on the door handle, trying to prolong the moment.
"Bella?" he asked in a different tone í¬ serious, but hesitant.
"Yes?" I turned back to him too eagerly.
"Will you promise me something?"
"Yes," I said, and instantly regretted my unconditional agreement. What
if he asked me to stay away from him? I couldn't keep that promise.
"Don't go into the woods alone."
I stared at him in blank confusion. "Why?"
He frowned, and his eyes were tight as he stared past me out the window.
"I'm not always the most dangerous thing out there. Let's leave it at
that."
I shuddered slightly at the sudden bleakness in his voice, but I was
relieved. This, at least, was an easy promise to honor. "Whatever you
say."
"I'll see you tomorrow," he sighed, and I knew he wanted me to leave now.
"Tomorrow, then." I opened the door unwillingly.
"Bella?" I turned and he was leaning toward me, his pale, glorious face
just inches from mine. My heart stopped beating.
"Sleep well," he said. His breath blew in my face, stunning me. It was
the same exquisite scent that clung to his jacket, but in a more
concentrated form. I blinked, thoroughly dazed. He leaned away.
I was unable to move until my brain had somewhat unscrambled itself. Then
I stepped out of the car awkwardly, having to use the frame for support.
I thought I heard him chuckle, but the sound was too quiet for me to be
certain.
He waited till I had stumbled to the front door, and then I heard his
engine quietly rev. I turned to watch the silver car disappear around the
corner. I realized it was very cold.
I reached for the key mechanically, unlocked the door, and stepped inside.
Charlie called from the living room. "Bella?"
"Yeah, Dad, it's me." I walked in to see him. He was watching a baseball
game.
"You're home early."
"Am I?" I was surprised.
"It's not even eight yet," he told me. "Did you girls have fun?"
"Yeah í¬ it was lots of fun." My head was spinning as I tried to remember
all the way back to the girls' night out I had planned. "They both found
dresses."
"Are you all right?"
"I'm just tired. I did a lot of walking."
"Well, maybe you should go lie down." He sounded concerned. I wondered
what my face looked like.
"I'm just going to call Jessica first."
"Weren't you just with her?" he asked, surprised.
"Yes í¬ but I left my jacket in her car. I want to make sure she brings it
tomorrow."
"Well, give her a chance to get home first."
"Right," I agreed.
I went to the kitchen and fell, exhausted, into a chair. I was really
feeling dizzy now. I wondered if I was going to go into shock after all.
Get a grip, I told myself.
The phone rang suddenly, startling me. I yanked it off the hook.
"Hello?" I asked breathlessly.
"Bella?"
"Hey, Jess, I was just going to call you."
"You made it home?" Her voice was relievedí¡ and surprised.
"Yes. I left my jacket in your car í¬ could you bring it to me tomorrow?"
"Sure. But tell me what happened!" she demanded.
"Um, tomorrow í¬ in Trig, okay?"
She caught on quickly. "Oh, is your dad there?"
"Yes, that's right."
"Okay, I'll talk to you tomorrow, then. Bye!" I could hear the impatience
in her voice.
"Bye, Jess."
I walked up the stairs slowly, a heavy stupor clouding my mind. I went
through the motions of getting ready for bed without paying any attention
to what I was doing. It wasn't until I was in the shower í¬ the water too
hot, burning my skin í¬ that I realized I was freezing. I shuddered
violently for several minutes before the steaming spray could finally
relax my rigid muscles. Then I stood in the shower, too tired to move,
until the hot water began to run out.
I stumbled out, wrapping myself securely in a towel, trying to hold the
heat from the water in so the aching shivers wouldn't return. I dressed
for bed swiftly and climbed under my quilt, curling into a ball, hugging
myself to keep warm. A few small shudders trembled through me.
My mind still swirled dizzily, full of images I couldn't understand, and
some I fought to repress. Nothing seemed clear at first, but as I fell
gradually closer to unconsciousness, a few certainties became evident.
About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a
vampire. Second, there was part of him í¬ and I didn't know how potent
that part might be í¬ that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was
unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
===========================================================================
10. INTERROGATIONS
It was very hard, in the morning, to argue with the part of me that was
sure last night was a dream. Logic wasn't on my side, or common sense. I
clung to the parts I couldn't have imagined í¬ like his smell. I was sure
I could never have dreamed that up on my own.
It was foggy and dark outside my window, absolutely perfect. He had no
reason not to be in school today. I dressed in my heavy clothes,
remembering I didn't have a jacket. Further proof that my memory was real.
When I got downstairs, Charlie was gone again í¬ I was running later than
I'd realized. I swallowed a granola bar in three bites, chased it down
with milk straight from the carton, and then hurried out the door.
Hopefully the rain would hold off until I could find Jessica.
It was unusually foggy; the air was almost smoky with it. The mist was
ice cold where it clung to the exposed skin on my face and neck. I
couldn't wait to get the heat going in my truck. It was such a thick fog
that I was a few feet down the driveway before I realized there was a car
in it: a silver car. My heart thudded, stuttered, and then picked up
again in double time.
I didn't see where he came from, but suddenly he was there, pulling the
door open for me.
"Do you want to ride with me today?" he asked, amused by my expression as
he caught me by surprise yet again. There was uncertainty in his voice.
He was really giving me a choice í¬ I was free to refuse, and part of him
hoped for that. It was a vain hope.
"Yes, thank you," I said, trying to keep my voice calm. As I stepped into
the warm car, I noticed his tan jacket was slung over the headrest of the
passenger seat. The door closed behind me, and, sooner than should be
possible, he was sitting next to me, starting the car.
"I brought the jacket for you. I didn't want you to get sick or
something." His voice was guarded. I noticed that he wore no jacket
himself, just a light gray knit V-neck shirt with long sleeves. Again,
the fabric clung to his perfectly muscled chest. It was a colossal
tribute to his face that it kept my eyes away from his body.
"I'm not quite that delicate," I said, but I pulled the jacket onto my
lap, pushing my arms through the too-long sleeves, curious to see if the
scent could possibly be as good as I remembered. It was better.
"Aren't you?" he contradicted in a voice so low I wasn't sure if he meant
for me to hear.
We drove through the fog-shrouded streets, always too fast, feeling
awkward. I was, at least. Last night all the walls were downí¡ almost all.
發佈者: Daphne 於 下午11:44
搞笑名言XD kawaii~
‧帥...有什麼用...還不是被卒吃掉!
‧平生不識朝河蘭,就稱痴漢也枉然
‧肝若差人生是黑白,肝若好考卷是空白 ...噗~~
‧為什麼搭訕我的是小白胖妹不是小白辣妹 ...@@.
‧何謂早睡早起?就是今天早上睡,隔天早上起床 ...挖勒..
‧正當我準備在電腦前面展開練習的時候...突然間一片黑暗...靠北喔...停電啦...
‧賣女孩的小火柴
‧白目不是病,白起來要人命 ...說ㄉ好辣.
‧薏仁做事薏仁湯,小叮做事小叮噹.... = =*
‧我可以為兄弟兩肋插刀,但是我會為女人插兄弟兩刀 ...哈~~這ㄍ瞎唷*..
‧無心插柳柳橙汁
‧兄弟如手足,女人如衣服,誰碰我衣服,我砍他手足,誰碰我手足,我穿他衣服 .......
‧大便的離去,是馬桶的追求?還是肛門的不挽留?............^_^|||
‧msn 顯示線上的有80是離開,顯示離開的有80在線上
‧紅綠燈不是參考用 是照明用的
‧鑽石恆久遠 一顆就破產 ...噗~~
‧乳搖知馬力-日久變人妻....= =*
‧君子坦蕩蕩~小人長雞雞
‧人生自古誰無屎 有誰大便不用紙 若君不用衛生紙 除非汝是用手指 ...挖勒= =*
‧飯後一跟煙,快快上西天
‧山不轉路轉...路不轉你迴轉阿...
‧聾子聽到啞巴說瞎子看到鬼
‧本草綱目有記載~腦殘、白目沒得醫!! ...@@.
‧本人拒絕任何一夜情的邀約, 否則請妳馬上滾......滾到我床上 ...= =*
‧汝父久未贊汝,汝不知吾足著幾番 ....這ㄍ超瞎辣..看ㄅ懂ㄟ人...下面我ㄟ翻意..@@.
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‧遠眺望山....看山小... 登高視水....真水小...
‧不管電腦多進步, 效能多高, 微軟就是能讓他跑起來像386
‧安西教練:「三井,你負責投外線!內線就交給趙建銘了!」
‧人不後悔不是人,不會後悔就是神
‧要抄的筆記宛如馨竹難書般,使我的手快要音容苑在
‧隱藏狀態!!
‧讀書苦,讀書累,讀書還要繳學費,不如加入黑社會,有車有權有地位,還有美女陪你睡。
‧認識你之前我的人生是黑白的,認識你之後我的人生是全黑的!
‧歡迎收看「我的屁股會轉彎」!樹多必有枯枝 人多必有白癡!
‧如果你是恆星我就會戀上你,可惜‥你是猩猩,我只能在動物園看到你!
‧土葬請按1 火葬請按2 分屍請按3 送往西藏天葬請案4 轉接往生者請按0
亂按者我們將把您移送太平間 謝謝 歡迎下次再來....... ....@@.
‧遠處看山小,回頭看羚羊。入山經百木,景色梅添良。
‧今天中秋節耶 我在烤月餅看肉吃月亮 要不要一起來呀
‧誰要參加飢餓三十 就是飢餓三十天 看誰不會死 成功活下來的 會贈送骨灰壇 如果掛掉的話 也會贈送十卷銀
只給您在天堂當有錢人 參加者立即贈送遺照一組(照相免錢) 參加者踴躍 盡快報名 歡迎攜家帶眷一同參加
.....挖勒= =*
‧男人的腎臟是女人的寶藏
‧以前有個人叫"阿幹",某天鄰居找他媽打麻將,說:"阿幹你娘咧!?" ..= =*經點..
‧要看我裸體照的人,請用快捷鍵按alt+F4。
‧誰要參加"饑餓到死",就是餓到死,在策畫中,覺得活著沒意思的都歡迎來參加喔(我們班辦的會跟親親葬儀社登記
喔,好像每人送一個骨灰罈,很划算喔,各位活膩的都來吧!!!!)
新增:
問君能有幾副肝,恰似一串鞭炮爆不完
賣女孩的小火柴 賣菊花的小男孩
地震的時候,雙手握拳放在腰間;拉長音大喊「喝啊啊啊啊啊啊!」你就知道賽亞人的感受了
樹不要皮必死無疑,人不要臉天下無敵!!
機車貼 baby in car 是怎樣!塞車箱嗎?? 囧rz
一年硬兩次,硬一次半年
老爺別這樣,夫人會看到
給你點顏射
身為男人的最高境界就是為了心愛的女人在世界最高樓上打飛機
姑蘇城外含三次 江楓漁火衛生棉
天天吃阿蓋,性功能無障礙
不在乎天長地久 只在乎能否持久
好的男人帶你上天堂,不好的男人讓妳進產房
手頭比處女還緊.口袋比脫肛還鬆
此人已死 有事燒紙
天這麼黑 風這麼大 爸爸被魚補 魚怎麼還不回家
床前有刀光 疑是樹上霜 明天不還錢 躺著回故鄉
倒扁的像是園遊會 挺扁的像是黑社會
嘴巴上說倒扁 胸部倒是挺扁的
人非聖賢 機掰難免
天天OGC 健康LP
等候對方接受邀請 (搭配使用大頭)
高的不帥 帥的不高 高高帥帥沒大腦
色即是空 空即是色 頭腦放空 錢包也空
家屬答禮 死者回禮 阿門
什麼!?你沒有斷背山!?不可能的!每個人的心中都有一座斷背山!
上聯:不到萬里長城非好漢.下聯:不吃全聚德鴨真遺憾。橫批:沒錢別看
不到上海不知錢少..不到北京不知官小..不到台灣不知文革還在搞
本人一表人才,嫻熟做人處事道理.希望應徵公司顧問一職,專門教授做人處事的道理.月薪16萬元起.望有興趣者與我聯繫,感激不盡
你們別這樣 我想踢球啊
rain走了雨也停了
世界上最遙遠的距離,不是生和死,而是我站在你面前卻不能說“讓我上你”
燃燒吧!我的小宇宙~熄滅吧!你的生命之火~
老驥伏櫪千里志...痔瘡的痔
好多人以為做我們這行沒什麼朋友,其實殺手都會有小學同學
‧汝父久未贊汝,汝不知吾足著幾番 .
你爸很久沒奏你.你ㄅ知我鞋穿幾號..